of human rights and standing by you
Thursday, December 11, 2008
posted by saiful of blu skies @ 11:01 AM
of
Friday, October 31, 2008
i havent been writing here for a long while. wont try to make this a long article.
peace be upon all reading,
unsettled -
im not in school though now more than ever, i feel im ready to back to school
when i was accepted, i rejected the offer
then when i re-applied, i was rejected
how? q;
still with my many many projects - most voluntary...
i wonder if this is how i will live my life.
but some things in life, i am very certain of.
but she is not so certain.
so ill wait.
how long before i really tell myself -
do this and stick with it!
but truth is im not dabbling,
i am quite focused in specific niche areas
with are inter connected.
but some ends just dont meet.
would a reasonable man set up his own heart break.
i have faith.
i have faith that things will turn out ok..
and if they dont, then whatever, its not meant to happen q:
ok thats all folks.
if you understand, good
if you dont, even better - talk to me to find out.
dont have many friends nowadays..
many are in hiding, some forgot and a small number dead
its ok.. i was never a good friend to begin with.
i apologise
for the human being that i am.
and will the man with the sound mind please lower the volume.
i am trying to find the sq root of pi.
i am trying to find happyness
i am trying to find a job
i am trying to find myself
in order of priority
peace be upon all reading,
unsettled -
im not in school though now more than ever, i feel im ready to back to school
when i was accepted, i rejected the offer
then when i re-applied, i was rejected
how? q;
still with my many many projects - most voluntary...
i wonder if this is how i will live my life.
but some things in life, i am very certain of.
but she is not so certain.
so ill wait.
how long before i really tell myself -
do this and stick with it!
but truth is im not dabbling,
i am quite focused in specific niche areas
with are inter connected.
but some ends just dont meet.
would a reasonable man set up his own heart break.
i have faith.
i have faith that things will turn out ok..
and if they dont, then whatever, its not meant to happen q:
ok thats all folks.
if you understand, good
if you dont, even better - talk to me to find out.
dont have many friends nowadays..
many are in hiding, some forgot and a small number dead
its ok.. i was never a good friend to begin with.
i apologise
for the human being that i am.
and will the man with the sound mind please lower the volume.
i am trying to find the sq root of pi.
i am trying to find happyness
i am trying to find a job
i am trying to find myself
in order of priority
posted by saiful of blu skies @ 2:21 AM
of prayers
Saturday, October 04, 2008
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
God grant me the quietude
to not be noticed when im around;
and not be missed when im gone.
God grant me the straight path;
path of those whom have earned Your Grace;
not the path of those who have earned Your Anger
or gone astray.
God grant me the insight
of matters that concerned me, my religion, my livelihood and the consequences of my affairs.
God grant me the guidance
to make the best choice in every decision.
God grant me the strength
to live life as it is to be lived.
God grant me the remembrance of death
as i lived each day.
God grant me the faith
of a true believer when death embraced me.
God forgive my sins.
God forgive the sins of both my parents and my grandmother.
God please bless them with showers of blessings and grant them true faith.
For there is no Power and Might but Yours Alone.
to You Alone i worship and from You Alone i seek help.
Amin
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
God grant me the quietude
to not be noticed when im around;
and not be missed when im gone.
God grant me the straight path;
path of those whom have earned Your Grace;
not the path of those who have earned Your Anger
or gone astray.
God grant me the insight
of matters that concerned me, my religion, my livelihood and the consequences of my affairs.
God grant me the guidance
to make the best choice in every decision.
God grant me the strength
to live life as it is to be lived.
God grant me the remembrance of death
as i lived each day.
God grant me the faith
of a true believer when death embraced me.
God forgive my sins.
God forgive the sins of both my parents and my grandmother.
God please bless them with showers of blessings and grant them true faith.
For there is no Power and Might but Yours Alone.
to You Alone i worship and from You Alone i seek help.
Amin
posted by saiful of blu skies @ 11:11 AM
of smile-lessnessness
Monday, September 15, 2008
the past few weeks were great..
thank GOD and
thanks to all who made it great..
the past 20months plus plus have been a roller coaster ride
i like roller coaster rides.
i like to rock the boat
as a matter of fact, i have been doing things i like, i love.
but i am not happy, i am not smiling
i like to learn how to smile again
oh God, verily the month of Ramadhan is full of tests and challenges
if this be Your test for me, then endow me with the strength to pull this thru.
even a smile is charity,
but i am beggar
even a smile i cant afford
thank GOD and
thanks to all who made it great..
the past 20months plus plus have been a roller coaster ride
i like roller coaster rides.
i like to rock the boat
as a matter of fact, i have been doing things i like, i love.
but i am not happy, i am not smiling
i like to learn how to smile again
oh God, verily the month of Ramadhan is full of tests and challenges
if this be Your test for me, then endow me with the strength to pull this thru.
even a smile is charity,
but i am beggar
even a smile i cant afford
posted by saiful of blu skies @ 11:01 AM
